practical training

finally i got this opportunity to surf the internet,to update my blog,and to release all those trapped emotions while i'm having my internship..ya Allah!amat tertekan wehhh!

2 minggu without internet (eventhough my supervisor do allow me to use his laptop while waiting for the spray dryer to complete the process,but yeah...shy2 cat itu perlu~)

2 minggu tanpa kesihatan yang sempurna...demam+batuk for first week..batuk+selsema for second week..haih..

2 minggu bercomotan dengan herba2..mmg tkde chance aku nk melawa sakan time keje =.=""

2 minggu bergandingan ngn encik suhaimi dan encik yaseer kat pilot plant..omg!aku sorang je pompuan kt pilot plant yang 2 km dari office induk berserta pak guard psycho...T_T
2 minggu tido awal...paling awal kul 9.15pm,paling lewat kul 11pm..hebat!
2 minggu terkurung kat dalam kulim hi-tech tanpa berjalan2 melihat alam yang indah dan permai..warghhh!!tensi!tensi!

and now,i'm home...yeay!yeay!harus la menggunakan masa kat umah ni sepenuhnya...plan nak habiskan tgk cite charmed tapi abang aku telah mencilok cd tu dgn happy dan bahagia ibarat sailormoon mengayuh basikal di taman bunga......................................................
oh,nk cite pasal practical la...
aku diletakkan under process and manufacturing department.kire pilot plant tu ktorang yang punya,and i'm the only internship student for that department..
aku di suruh pakai seluar sepanjang internship ni..ye ah,kt pilot plant tkkan pakai baju kurung..
tak sesuai la mak minah oi..
setakat ni dah mcm2 herba aku process,for instance mahkota dewa,roselle,pegaga,gaharu,banana peel(herba ker?) and coffee...
benda yang paling cool aku buat ialah tembak air kat dalam spray dryer yang besar gedabak sebesar alam tuh..best!!mcm ahli bomba jer aku rasa..haha..buatnye aku terjatuh dalam spray dryer tu sape nak jawab?terkapai2 di bawa arus ler nasib nye...
benda memalukan ialah bila encik suhaimi suruh aku turn off vacuum pump,tp aku pegi bg kat die vacuum cleaner..mak aih!malu giler wehh!
encik suhaimi ngn yaseer mmg sempoi...walaupun aku ni pendiam dan pemalu,diorg rajin gak melayan haku...hehe..mekasih yer encik2 sekalian..
cepat la habis practical nih..aku rindu nak ber-huha-huha ngn kengkawan aku...

rindu nak bergosip dengan syaz
rindu nak kenakan orang dgn dayana
rindu nak lawan mulut dgn abbas
rindu nak naik kete kerol
rindu nak naik tangga fkkksa
rindu nak makan makanan kat ruby cafe...sob3..sedih..sedih

kawan2 semua!tak rindu aku ker? T_T
berusaha ye kawan2...bha sha!!

my birthday

its 12.21am and surely means my birthday already ends 21 minutes ago,leaving me who unwillingly getting older yet need to face that bitter fact...haih.just wanna thank you to those people who kindly wish me happy birthday.thank you people!i'll list down name of people who wished me happy birthday according to the time line.

sim jun min(unexpected!)
youknowwho(just two second late than min)
apeep
syazreen
kerol
yasmin
syaza
ijat
jerah
dayana

ok,itu sume top ten yang wish.yang lain2 thank you jugak.cuma dh tk igt kronologi korang wish.hehe.oh.fify,u r not listed above because you are playing safe.wish me a day before.that so tak aci ok.anyway,thanks dear~~keh3

tapi sedih jugak la sebab my mom boleh terlupe my birthday.she thought it should be 31 mac.its ok then,she has 5 other children to remember to.T_T



p/s=thanks kerol,abbas n udeen sebab bwk g makan2 td..(n_n)v,thanks emma bagi hadiah,thanks isha bg card yg cute miut itu.and thanks everybody!!

hari sabtu ku yang indah

7.30am - daku terjaga dari lena angkara mimpi buruk yang amat menerkam tangkai hatiku.oh,harap tkdelah jadi betul2...amin....niat hati nk smbung tdo tp tkleh la pulak..macam bese daku menuju ke arah meja study ku~~~,tidak,daku bukan ingin study..tp sekadar melayari alam maya smbil mengstalk orang2 sekeliling ku.

8.15am -i thought today would be my remarkable day,but then i cant resist from that luring bed.haih..terus terjun atas katil and z.z.z.z.....

11.30am - terjaga dari tido dan ingin sambung kembali aktiviti yang tidak productive tersebut tapi tiba2...

room mate : bai.....(lembut skali suaranya)
daku : yer..(dengan muka nk smbung tido)
room mate : nak pinjam moto leh tak?
daku : oh,nk pakai sampai kul bape?
room mate : kejap je..nak anta barang..
daku : ok,boleh2...(meraba2 mencari kunci moto yang tibe2 menyembunyikan diri seakan2 tau ada orang lain yang mahu menggoda die..haih~)

lepas je room mate daku kuar,daku pejam mata kurniaan tuhan ni balik.tapi................................cis!tkleh tido lak..
daku pon pegilah menjenguk ke luar tingkap untuk melihat keindahan pagi sabtu ini..
alamak!ada orang berdating..cis..cis..cis...jealous sungguh aku!tkleh jadik nih..aku nak dating jugek!
tapi takpe,pendam dulu perasaan tu dengan menonton cite charmed dan melayari internet.(sebelah mata tgk charmed,sebelah lagi tgk blog.ya,daku impressed dgn diri ini)
tibe2...pop..pop.(bunyi ym kuar)

mr boyfriend: hi (kata nama)
mr boyfriend: how u doing?

lalu daku layani insan tersebut.kenalah layan baik2 sebab pasni ingat nak mencurang jap dengan kekasih kedua.yeay!erkkkkkkkkkk!!

~long story short~

5.00pm - perasaan rindu dihati tk dapat di simpan lagi lalu ku capai barang2 keperluan dan menuju ke luar blok.its dating time!!yeahoooo~~
setelah hampir dua tahun kami bersama,beliau sentiasa disisi daku.tak penah skali pon meninggalkan diri ini...sob3..jadi sebagai tanda terima kasih,ku ingin berdating dan sekaligus memandikan beliau..ya,daku mandikan beliau.jangan terkejut.itu memang rutin kami.
daku capai baldi,kain,dan sabun lalu memulakan proses memandikan kekasih hatiku itu sambil menyanyi2 girang di dalam hati.
lepas mandi kenalah polish kan supaya beliau tampak kacak dan bergaya bile berjalan2 dengan ku..auwwwww~~
mahu tahu siapa yang membantuku mempolishkan kekasih kedua ku itu?ni ha...

oh,jangan keliru.beliau memang suke menerbalikkan diri sendiri.identity crisis.layak dibawa ke hospital sakit jiwa bandung.


6.00pm - selesai sudah proses daku mencurahkan kasih sayang ku kepada kekasihku itu.oh,semakin mencair hatiku melihat akan kekacakan beliau.mahu lihat?jangan cair kerana dia adalah milikku~daku tak suka berkongsi kasih..erkkk...


kacak bukan?jared padalecki pon tumpas dgn kekacakkan beliau.tsk..tsk..tsk..
apa?mahu lagi dekat?cis,daku dah agak kalian pasti cair dengan beliau..ok,tengok sahaja,dilarang menyentuh!



shining nye!!terguda u~~~keh3...tapi ku sedar kami spesis berbeza.lalu daku dengan pasrah membiarkan beliau ditemani oleh awek lain.supaya malam2 beliau tidaklah sunyi lagi..


nampak awek putih itu?ya,aku sedar aku tidaklah seputih awek itu....T_T...tapi daku benarkan beliau berdampingan sekejap sahaja bersama awek lain iaitu tatkala daku tidur.waktu lain,beliau hanya untukku.yeay!



tapi...................



hakikat yang amat memeritkan adalah...aku tetap terpaksa berkongsi kasih.kerana ;

1)beliau dibayar oleh duit ibu ku
2)duit tersebut dibank in kedalam bank angahku
3)beliau dikontrakkan di atas nama acik ku
4)kontrak tersebut ditandatangani oleh adik lelaki ku(sebab acik ku tiada tatkala itu)

daku?daku hanya pengguna nominal...T_T

kehidupan bertakhtakan buku2an

i just kinda realize that i scarcely attach pictures in my blog.haih,i have to persevere with that s*** internet connection.it seems like the connection kinda ooooooooooooklah now,so better i upload some pics regarding on my life..

my leisure time :
balik je kelas dalam kul 5 cmtu mesti aku ngadap laptop nk tgk charmed!(mmg time tu je free pon T_T) itu haruslah kannn...tkkan hari2 aku nak tgk muka2 orang malaysia je.mestilah nak tgk muka2 product oversea ni..ahaks!so,klu status ym aku "its charmed time!" silalah kawal tgn2 anda daripada mengebuzz saya..tersasar fokus aku nanti...

agak2 bosan tgk charmed,aku melayari la seluruh dunia dgn menggunakan jari.tk pun update blog dan takpun aku mencicit g blog orang.haha!
dah tajuk pon bertakhtakan buku2,tkkan tk letak gmbr buku kan..keh3.even tkdelah aku 24 hours study tp memang hidup bergelumang ngn objek2 nilah..(tk tahan gedabak buku GENETICS tapi baca tk smpai 10 pages...T_T)

mereka2 disekeliling ku...

1) abbas ismail.manusia yang aku slalu ikut nak2 time aku tkde hala tuju...dan die pon macam serupa je ngn aku.slalu tkde hala tuju..kan abbas kann..keh3
2) khairul anuar.erkk..ni aku tk tau nak cakap ape.asal jumpe aku mesti nak mengajak aku menambah dosa dgn kata2 liar..tapi aku suke..suke..suke..!!mari bergosipan!
(tolong jgn buat muka innocent yer kerol....ko tu gigo..erkkk..)no offense~

3) emma..kalau nak meronggeng slalu je ajak emma.oh,silap..slalu je si emma ni pencetus meronggeng yang secara tibe2....best!!
emma ngn abbas bermanjaan kat belakang.masya'Allah!

4)dayana si groupmate process control..tergolong antara mereka2 yang slalu dgn aku sbb process control selalu je bermeetingan..=,=""....kalau tk gelak time meeting control mmg tak sah..hehe

aski sweeeeet abbas ngn dayana...ops!

ni lak pic yang aku suke..tema pic ni adalah "angkara ikan2 di tasik utm kenyang,aku menabur roti pada manusia2 lapar"...


ehhh...jap!!aku rasa macam gambar satu insan tu je yang penuh kat entry kali ni....haih,nak wat cmner..90% memory card hp aku ada gambar die...kaki gambar tol..


regards~




bai-sha-tul

parameswara membuka melaka

hari ini saya ada kelas process instrumentation.kelas itu bermula pada jam 11 pagi.walaupun agak kemalasan tapi saya gagahi juga kaki ini melangkah dan kendatipun
pada kebenarannya saya tidak sekalipun membawa buku instrument.
nama lecturer saya ialah dr halim.dia seringkali mewujudkan kontroversi
kepada kami tetapi saya dengan jayanya berjaya mengatasi kontroversi2 yang telah diwujudkan oleh beliau.oh,tiba2 seorang manusia bernama khairul anuar duduk disebelah saya.dan dihadapan saya tidak ada seorang manusia pon yang wujud.berbekalkan khairul di sebelah,dr halim yang straight dihadapan berserta ketidakhadiran buku instrument,saya dapat rasakan seuatu yang buruk bakal berlaku.tapi,saya cuba tepis perasaan itu.
seperti biasa,khairul anuar akan bersembang dengan saya berhiaskan lawak2 liar beliau.pada asalnya beliau hanya ingin mengemukakan ketidakfahaman beliau tentang process control,tapi entah macam mana tiba2 khairul anuar mengajar saya subjek sejarah yang agak selama nenek saya tinggalkan.

khairul anuar : bye,aku hebat tau sejarah.meh sini aku ajar ko.parameswara membuka melaka pada 1455.pastu portugis menjajah melaka pada 17**(tk ingat).pas portugis british pulak jajah 600 taun...

saya : eh,bukan british la...belanda!

khairul anuar : mana ada belanda jajah melaka...eh,ada kot....(*terasa terjejas dgn ilmu saya berhiaskan muka spastik beliau*)

lalu saya pun ketawa terkekek2 disertai oleh muzam dgn ketawa yang berjaya dicontrol.waktu itu saya rasa bertuah kerana dapat belajar 3 subjek dalam satu masa(dengar pasal sejarah,pegang buku process control,dan kat depan instrument sedang menyanyi)

tiba2,saya macam dengar suara orang menyeru nama saya.rupa2nya dr halim!...saya terkesima.erkk..

dr halim(dengan muka serius) : what's so funny about my pronunciation?do you want to share it with the class or you want to replace me here??!! *i would love to* =.=""

oleh kerana ketakutan yang amat,saya tk dengar sgt apa yang die bebelkan.cuma dalam hati saya berdoa panjang agar die tak halau saya kuar kelas(memang memalukan!!) takpun bagi kosong markah test saya...tidekkk!!!!
ya Allah,memang masa tu saya tak tau nak wat muka macam mana.nak senyum pon ada tapi itu bukan masa yang sesuai.tak pasal dapat pelempang nanti...T_T
akhirnya,berkat doa panjang saya,tamatlah sesi memarahi saya yang kudus ini.at least,termakbul jugak doa saya.sbb tk kena halau kelas.keh3

jadi kawan2,janganlah sesekali berbicara perihal sejarah,geografi,add math mahupun fizik tatkala anda dikelas instrument.dan yang penting!!!jangan ketawa~

p/s = dayana,lawak chipsmore ko mmg aku tk tahan.mujur aku tk kena marah kali kedua..
dr halim,mekasih la untuk hari yang indah ini.at least,ada gak sesuatu mewarnai blog saya.hidup dr halim!yeay~

confused engineer

date : 18 february 2009
time : 11 pm
location : psz utm skudai

intro :
four cute engineers were busy finishing their super assignment regarding on lab research management as required by their beloved lecturer,Dr Nor Syawal. some stressing strike could be seen on their faces and it just waiting to explode...=.=""..than,that moment of cuteness happen..

cute engineer 1 : hey,can you tell me what is the purpose you include that ISO standardization in that report?

cute engineer 2 : oh,actually we want to verify whether the method that been used by UNIPEM lab in FKKKSA is perpendicular with DNA standard..........erkkk......(realize she said something weird but still confused)

cute engineer 3 and 4 startled and laugh out loud!(bad person~)

cute engineer 3 : omg,i know you are full with that molecular biology stuff.but please dont mix it with ISO..haha

cute engineer 4 just couldnt stop laughing and started to think a new post for her sooo-abandoned-blog.(finally have something to put on)



moral of the story
this is what actually happen when engineering student learn about biology and at the same time were immersed in piles of assignment,project,test and so forth.i'm just hoping that they were not confuse between Laplace equation and mechanism of DNA transcription...erkkkkk..(boleh terjadi ke?)
but,i think that scenario is kinda cute though...looking by the way she said DNA confidently instead of ISO.....omg~





ok,i know you might think that why should i use nickname for those characters instead just using their own name.haha..no exact purpose actually,i just feel it is more challenging....
i will reveal their name lah btw...

cute engineer 1 - ong pei ying
cute engineer 2 - siti fatma =.=""
cute engineer 3 - eleaness
cute engineer 4 - ehem2...its me lah!

'outstanding' mcd delivary vs exhilarating skb nite

this is a sad yet remarkable story about three creatures(one is demon,one is an elder and another one is an avatar)..*sila pilih nak mana satu* who used to be a forecast'ian' and now one of bioprocess student who struggling to finish their degree perhaps in 2010.

7/2/09

8.30pm- meeting regarding process control.the demon come a liltle bit late searching for transport(but demon can orb right,i mean the dark orb?erks).luckily most of the boys went to skb night that he manage to get one.(now we know which one is the demon.haha.no offense).the elder and avatar tried their best to catch up with the other two erkkk...soothsayers.. =,=""

elder : aku tak tau nak buat ape.baik balik study kt bilik.(*not the exact quote*)
avatar : aku pon tak tau.mata tgk buku tapi aku tak baca pon.mana 'demon' ni,kite dah tak jadi golongan majoriti.

(suddenly the demon comes.feel relieved!at least the leader of 'pembangkang group' is there to backup us..erkk..sorry..them!)

after some nothing-progressed-period,one of the soothsayer said that they should go back already.because nothing can be done that time.he still confuse about the case study.and that 'pembangkang' gang were like,yeay!finally~

demon : aku lapar la...tak makan lagi dari siang tadi.mandi pon belom.erkkk..
avatar : nak makan ape?nasik ke?
demon : nak mcd ke g fke je?fke lambat la..tp mcd nk boikot..
soothsayer 1 : actually kalau u all fikir kan,kalau boikot pon the effect still come back to us.pekerja2 die nnti tk dapat gaji and bla.bla.bla..(after some editing conversation)
elder : tapi diorg still leh cari keje lain.kire itu atas pilihan kite..
soothsayer 1 : ok,cuba fikir sume2 benda mcm laptop punye software ni mostly from US.so kita kat malaysia ni mcm tkleh nk buat ape(being exhorting person)
demon : tapi benda yg sedia ada mmg lah tk leh nk elak.benda mcm makann ni still leh boikot.

ok,actually i'm kind of forgot how the real conversation are.quite educational actually.but at the end,those demon,avatar and elder choose mcd as their last option.yeah,somehow they were startled by the issues that the soothsayer brought up(diverge from their stand) and due to exigency needed to full-up-the-stomach of that demon.of course he cant wait for the food from fke which already well known for those who have a lot of time in the world to wait for.sigh~

10.30pm- done making the order.went to kdse
10.45pm- someone is shouting for help.they as the heroes tried to give the best service as they can but deep inside their heart they somehow feel something kinda fishy is going on.one man asked them to bring her so-called wife to her room as she cant walk.at first he said that she has that menstrual problem.at last he said that she actually pregnant!what the hell!?pregnant woman didnt get that menstrual problem!!!hermmm...something that cant be divulge here.(what kind of conspiracy is happening actually?question that remains as question)


11.30pm- they still waiting for that mcd man.actually they didnt realize that they already being dutiful for that mcd delivary.i think if they went to fke,they most probably already sleep in 'kekenyangan'..burrppp!
the demon tried so many times urging that mcd person to be quick.the avatar already lost of energy.hungry~.the elder still in her good patient mood.while awaiting for that super slow mcd delivary,they were thinking about those people that went to skb night.whether they already back or still full filling their big stomach.erkk..nyum..nyum

12.oo am - made up their mind.they headed to kdse cafe to find some entertainment.deep inside their heart they still hoping for that mcd to come while the other side of their heart they were cursing mcd for that damn service..yeah,there were in pretty excruciating condition.cant blame them though.

12.30am - watched movie at kdse cafe.tried their best to enlighten themselves.suddenly the demon lost his patient and want to order food from that cafe.but wait!an incoming call!he stopped and some pure light can been seen from his forehead.haha.at last!!!!!!

12.45am- got that so-called super mcd foods.damn,that mcd man gave them the wrong order.called again and claimed for the yummy burger they forgot to deliver.s***!continue that eating session as they were hungry as hell~.....but still that delivary men didnt come to give the burger.

1.15am- end of waiting period.decided to go back home.but demon's hands still trying to call that mcd man.thus,to no avail..sigh~he didnt answer it...T_T

2.50am - the avatar got sms from the demon saying that what a day they have!he got the burger at 2.30 am!!

as a conclusion,i think that is a cue for those people mentioned above to abort their interest in mcd.just continue with that 'boikot' stuff.and i think that mcd person should be exonerate as he is new in this delivary thingy.well.people are not that perfect and fallible too.and btw,we should support skb night!!erkkk.....T_T

~end of story~

cinta kemonyetan...erkkk...

my last post is about me during high school,let us just back to the time me during primary school.time skola2 ni mestila best kalau cite bab cinta monyet.haha.actually bukan cinta pon.nak menyingkap kisah first crush dulu.(ijat jgn laporkan pada mem besar yer).
kisah bermula ketika aku berumur 10 taun.time tu leh dikatakan aku ni tinggi sbb kalau wat barisan smbil pegang bahu kawan kat depan aku slalu gak dok kat golongan2 belakang.skali satu skola ngn aku ialah abg aku(darjah 6) ngn adik aku (darjah 1) and of course la mak aku ada skali.siap jadi guru kelas aku lak tu...-,-""..
bersebelahan rumah aku lak adalah rumah cikgu rashidah yang merupakan teman seperjuangan mak aku kt skola tu.dia pon ada anak2 yg sebaya kami adik beradik.paling hensem mestila yang tua setaun dari aku tuh.haha.petang2 main sama2.sume mainan aku rembat main dulu.yang tak tahan aku g main bola sepak ngn abang aku yang berkomplot dgn jiran aku tu.bila ckp berkomplot tu paham2 je la apa jadi kt aku....(kena buli la.harus ke terangkan?).so kira aku dibesarkan dgn kehidupan yg kelakian sikit ditambah dgn siblings aku yg kekurangan perempuan.
ok.to make long story short,si jiran aku ni yg bernama F (bukan nama sebenar) g confess yg dia suke aku.erkkkkkkkk..*masuk pale dalam tanah*..confess pulak kt abg aku.bagus la sangat.(selama nenek aku kena ejek ngn abg aku)aku yg berhati suci dan penuh keblurran pasal cinta terus menjarakkan diri sekangkang kera dari F..
pastu time darjah 5 aku jd pengawas and si F jadi ketua pengawas.besela,kan sgt cool kalau dpt berdampingan dgn ketua pengawas.haha..(ok,sgt ngada2 disitu)so aku pon dh mula suke die.*bermain pasir di tepi pantai..erkkkk(tkde kaitan)*
tp ni suka versi budak2 je,nothing serious..berlanjutan lah kisah aku suke si F secara senyap smpai aku form 4(sangat lama ok).time tu pon aku dah nk pindah rumah.so,terpaksa la melepaskan hati dan perasaan itu bersama angin lalu~..sob3...
itu je la aku nak cite.lom lagi aku citer bab gaduh2 ngn kwn pastu balas2 surat : aku tak nak kawan ko.(erks).pastu dah baik bg surat lagi..: jom kawan balik..mmg mcm ngek.haha


adios amigos muchachos~

high school is the best place ever

i was praying just now and out of nowhere i got this idea to type on.(memang idea slalu dtg time smyg..)i know most of us will agree with my title...even not many people view my blog..T_T..ok,back to the bussiness.for me,i will never ever forget the wonderful memories i had during my high school period.ok,*english mode off*
sekolah menengah yang first aku jejak ialah sekolah menengah pantai remis yang sekaki je dari rumah aku.(berbasikal ke sekolah,sambil mengusha org..indahnyer!)tapi dok kat skolah tu seminggu je.dapat offer g sekolah menengah kebangsaan agama slim river.terasa terseksa sekali dengan peraturan dia yang kadang2 rasa tak masuk dek pale otak aku.damn homesick!tiga bulan pastu masuk mrsm lenggong..kelegaan terasa disitu.bangunan baru,padang yang rumput tak berapa nak tumbuh lagi,bas red omnibus yang laju amat ibarat kat litar F1 dan banyak lagi la.tak berapa best sgt time tu sbb aku skema.study je memanjang.but the best part is my room mates.tiga taun idup sebilik dgn 3 lagi org room mate aku yang sama2 menggila mcm aku.mmg best!

pas pmr,beranjak lah aku ke mrsm taiping.(makin lama makin dekat jarak ke rumah aku).time form 4 tak banyak sgt memori indah wat tatapan sanubari.yerla,time tu tak kenal sgt dgn umat2 sekeliling aku.lagi sekali aku bertindak jadi skema(senior pon tak best.erkkkk)..ya Allah,sangat mengada2.naik form 5,memang gempak!classmate yang haru biru serta seiring sejalan dengan kemerengan aku.haha,aku kawan dgn classmate je time tu.bebudak lain mesti igt aku skema.muzam pon aku kenal sbb aku g mencacing kat rumah sukan kawan aku.rumah biru(padahal aku rumah merah..).dgn muka selamba bomba aku pon g la dgr taklimat yang diberi oleh encik muzammil.itu lah detik permulaan aku kenal ko muzam.mmg ada hikmah aku g mencacing kt rumah biru(walaupun rumah biru selalu nombor last time sukan..haha.harus ke aku nyanyi lagu khas untuk rumah biru tu?)

pastu aku dipilih dalam pasukan kuiz sejarah dan patriotisme.amin,lily ngn mior.asyik kena quarantine je kami 4 org ni.dikecualikan dari kelas sbb kena la ngadap buku sejarah form 1 smpai form 5.tak sangka dpt pergi sampai peringkat kebangsaan.(no 2 time kebangsaan.hebat la kot).si amin dgn mior mmg keje mengutuk aku dgn lily(lebih sikit kat aku..T_T)sampai skrg ktorg rapat cuma si lily je asyik menghilang.kena culik bangla ke ape...
penat dah aku menaip.sambung tgk charmed.lalalalala~




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sleeping matter...

i really hate when it comes to distortion of my sleeping harness.it doesn't bother me so much if i lack of sleep just because of i choose to but what really intense me is that i cant sleep even i damn want to!!!!!!omg! T_T..it's hard to explain though but every time i force my eyes and mind to jump into dreaming world it's like some other external or internal forces dodge my pure intend.sigh~..(pure la sgt).


you know,you can say that my body tried to experiment me with newton third law.every force applied have it opposite but same magnitude of force.(this is practically not the original quote.forgot it already.enough said).the more i tried to immerse myself into that so called floating moment the more my brain keep resisting and what make it worse is that 'mr brain' is working to it maximum condition!(i wish it can be like that when i'm facing my exams)..ok,that is so annoying.by the time i'm typing this post,that sleeping aura is already in my soul and again the body just dont give up even my bed tried to lure them..=.="""
( i guess it's not seducing enough..haha)...ok,stop it.this is not funny.i'm almost dying right now.



hurm....please end my torment.come on 'mr brain'!!...just cut the crap and give yourself some space...let have a long rest and the most nice achievable dream together...berusaha!!
(*memandang ke katil lalu....zzZZZzz..*)